iseng lagiii ._.v haha

rekor :D pagi pagi udah galau , dan menuh menuhin blog dengan tulisan tulisan gejeku =))

iseng ._.v hehe

e a l a h k a l i a n i t u m u k a d u a b a n g e t y a - _ -

gak tau aaaah :D

masih sempet sempetnya yah aku nutupin kesedihanku di depan temen temenku ? -__-
coba kalo mereka tau , mereka gak segan segan untuk ngelabrak orang yang udah buat aku sedih ._. tapi yo gak mungkinlah aku tegaaa x_x

terlalu sulit , tapi aku pasti bisa :)

semua kata kata itu telah tertanam dibenakku ! semuanya telah terekam dimemoriku !
sekarang aku bertanya tanya , bisakah aku hidup tanpa bayang bayang itu ? :(
aku mengaku salah , dan aku tak pernah benar dimatamu !
hanya satu yang ada dipikiranku , kamu dan dia bahagia :') bukan ini yang aku maksud  kamu dan dia bahagia ! :'(
salah besar kalau kamu anggap aku mau merusak ! tapi yasudahlah , mungkin ini memang jalanku :"""""
terima kasih atas semu yang telah kamu ucapkan , itu telah menjadi bukti betapa dibencinya aku didunia ini :') cukup beberapa kata dari kamu sudah membuat otakku beku ._____.
I hope your relationship lasting until later :)

More Than Words

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

Is more than words
Is more than what you say
Is thing you do (oh yeah)

Is more than words
Is more than what you say
Is thing you do (oh yeah)

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

When You Tell Me That You Love Me

I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain
I know what's beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth

* and baby
everytime you touch me
i become a hero
i'll make you safe
no matter where you are
and bring you

everything you ask for
nothing is above me
i'm shining like a candle in the dark
when you tell me that you love me

i wanna make you see
just what i was
show you the loneliness
and what is does
you walked into my life
to stop my tears
everything's easy now
i have you here

back to *

in a world without you
i would always hunger
all i need is your love to make me stonger

bodohnya !

ternyata ini toh maksud semua mimpiku ? :) aku baru nyadar -_-
maafku udah gak guna katanya ? ya memang ! karna aku udah keterlaluan :((

janji ya janji nip ! jangan pernah kamu ingkari ! kamu itu gak pantes emg untuk disayang , kamu pantesnya dimainin nip !
kamu itu cewek macem apa sih nip ? bisanya ngerusak hubungan orang aja ! puas kamu nip ? liaten sekarang mereka , hubungannya rusak gara gara kamu !
mau minta maaf ? terlambat nip ! mereka terlanjur marah sama kamu ! T^T sekarang liaten , mana mau dia deket sama kamu lagi ? mana mau dia anggep kamu temen lagi ? GAK AKAN DIA MAU MAAFIN KAMU LAGI NIP ! kamu loh udah dibilang BITCH , FUCK , DESTROYER , itu masih sekarang ? nanti dia mau bilang kamu apa lagi nip ?
udah tau kaya gitu , kamu masih bisa bisa sampe sekarang masih sayang sama dia -_- udah nip , buka matamu ! buka hatimu ! buka pikiranmu ! DIA ITU UDAH JADI MILIK ORANG LAIN , DAN DIA GAK AKAN MAU TEMENAN SAMA KAMU LAGI ! JADI BUAT APA KAMU MASIH SAYANG DIA SAMPE SEKARANG ITU ? GAK GUNA NGERTI NIP ! T^T

buat yang ngerasa , aku minta maaf sebesar besarnya . aku gak tau harus gimana supaya kamu bisa maafin aku ? tapi kok keliatannya gak mungkin banget kalo kamu maafin aku :( tapi aku bener bener minta maaf , aku sayang sama kalian ! kalian udah aku anggep kakak kakakku , tapi kenapa kaya gini akhir ceritanya ? T^T